Self Less

solarI create my world by my thoughts attracting thoughts, that are attracting thoughts, that are attracting thoughts, that manifest conditions, creating situations, bringing opportunities that are my existence, which causes my thoughts attracting thoughts, that are attracting thoughts, that are attracting thoughts, that manifest conditions. creating situations, bringing opportunities that are my existence. I create my world by my thoughts attracting thoughts, that are attracting thoughts, that are attracting thoughts, that manifest conditions, creating situations, bringing opportunities that are my existence, which causes my thoughts attracting thoughts, that are attracting thoughts, that are attracting thoughts, that manifest conditions, creating situations, bringing opportunities that are my existence . . . am I seeing a pattern here?

Does it seem that this “World Creating” has been rather unconscious, that, perhaps, I have created more by default than by consciously deciding the world I want? The law of attraction, outlined in the previous paragraph, is in operation whether understood or not , whether realized or not, whether consciously utilized or not. The question: is this law of attraction consciously being employed or is my life created by me – without me being its creator?

Have I been thinking my thoughts, or thoughts that others would have me think? Do I consciously think of what I want for my world or am I conforming my thinking unconsciously to what others around me are thinking of me? Have I been thinking in a manner that would create a world that I think others would feel comfortable thinking me in?

Am I seeing my self – in my world – through my eyes – or am I viewing the reflection of me I see in the eyes of those around me? Have I been filtering my sight through the prism of other’s view of my life? Have I been seeing in a manner that would create a world that others would feel comfortable seeing me in?

This page of questions and questioning is not directed out to you, but rather in. I have a great love for most of those around me. I understand they are creating their existence, as I create my own. I also understand that I have surrounded myself with those that surround me.

My questioning is poking around the realization that, at some point in my life, I began to give up the autonomy of my being-ness – that at some point, I began to value my thoughts less and began to adopt the thoughts of those around me – that at some point, I began to value my view of my self – less . . . and began to look at  myself as the reflections I saw in the eyes of those around me. I am not convinced and do not believe that this is what self-less is supposed to mean!

Is it time to mention Deliberate Creation?

I create my world by consciously thinking about what I want to experience in my world which will attract thoughts, that attract thoughts, that build into more powerful thoughts, that manifest the conditions, creating the situations and presenting opportunities that bless me and bring fulfillment to my life, which causes my thoughts attracting thoughts, that are attracting thoughts, that are attracting thoughts, that manifest the conditions, creating the situations and presenting opportunities that bless me and bring fulfillment to my life . . . self fulfillment.

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